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[Wednesday
2/28/07] |
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I dare you to move |
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Exams start tomorrow.. 3days of hell nalang. then it's all OVER. Woah... i can't feel it.. oh well. Goodluck to me.. it's Trig tom. Uh-oh.
Someone told me today that i ws different daw?.. is it true? tell me please? how will i know if i don't even know what's different about me? malamang i can't figure it out myself kasi im used to being me?.. diba. so there... It really made me think when i found out. :c i don't want to be like this.. i want to be my normal self again.. waaah! help me.. :c
I miss everything.. i just do. Damn you.
SOTD: I dare you to move..
I DARE YOU.
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| Friendship. |
[Monday
2/26/07] |
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Today was a very useless but productive day.. well usless in the sense that we had NO SUBJECTS. as in NONE. we just filmed for El Fili the WHOLE DAY. and i was wearing the Vestments the whole day.. haha. katawa.. i hope we finish.. you can do it maika.
I also realized so many things today, first of all i realized who my real friends are, and the friends who really care for me.. i feel bad because it took something this stupid for me to actually realize it.. you know who you are. im sorry if i did not listen to you.. i promise that i will do my best to change. thank you for always being there for me and for caring for me.. I LOVE YOU. i really do.. yun na yun eh.. Treasure your friends. they will be the ones who will be there for you and the ones who will never leave you when a stupid boy comes along and breaks your heart.. trust me.
i was in denial, i know that that was the real reason but i did not want to believe it at first. But now i know.. and i had to learn the hard way. im sorry.
sana. yun lang yun..
When you love, they don't always have to love you back..
love is fighting without knowing how to win.
and suddenly i becoming part of your PAST.
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| my weekend |
[Sunday
2/25/07] |
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Friday, i had tutor so i stayed in school till 7 pm. We had to finish our talaban papers so we just kept ourselves busy with that, then we had to print over 60 plus pages so coco brought her printer to school.. haha. kakatawa.. then after tutor there was practice in maika's house till 9 pm then after i went to metrowalk for my sisters victory party.. i made pa henna in my finger and drank vodka cruiser with trish and camille. Hehe i was super sleepy na so i went home at like 11 something..
THE NEXT DAY..
Saturday, i woke up at around 10, then i had tutor at 1:30-3:30 in Renaissance then i went home to meet with my mom then i made pagawa na my ball dress.. oh yeah and i have a date na. hehe.. there.. then i went home and had a facial at around 9 pm. super late na kasi naunahan ako... then after. just stayed home and slept early again..
Sunday, i woke up at around 8 am then went to Subic, just me my brother my mom and dad. [now i know how it feels to be 2 kids in the family.. quite boring.] We wanted to taste the pancake burger in Jolibee so we bought, but.. it tasted so bad so we went to Mcdo to buy sausage Mcmuffin.. [wala talagang tatalo sa mcdo.] haha.. then i slept.. when i got to Subic i looked at some hotels for my DEBUT. hehe.. there were really nice hotels by the beach.. i can see it now. haha.. im so excited. Then we went to my Uncle Jun's beach resort.. super nice there. i will take my class there nga for class outing eh.. im so excited.. then i slept again and then when i woke up.. we ate late luch in cafe xxpreso we ordered the super big one and thought we could finish it.. but no. di namin na ubos.. so we took it home.. haha. Then we made pa massage in TonTons massage.. haha. sarap.. then went shopping for chocolates and boardshorts. yipee.. oh yeah we went to mass but when we got there it was already the concecration.. so sorry God. :( there.. then we left subic at mga 7 something then i slept again.. Fun times. Got home at around 9:30? ish.. there. That was my weekend.. fun noh?
*Remeniscing...
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| Im not myself today. |
[Thursday
2/22/07] |
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I was kind of not myself today, i was quiet. That's my opinion im just not sure about what they think. We had Our grad song competition today, and guess what.. WE WON!! wohoo.. Go 4A. 4A IS LOVE once again. It was quite funny, we are so in denial that we won that when they anounced that our section won, there was silence for like 5 secs and then that's when we all reacted. It was so funny.. We really thought another section would win but wow, there we won. Congratulations to MICHELLE CAMITAN who made the lyrics and ELISE LIM who made the tune. Good JOB guys.. Grabe.. in denial talaga. ayun.. what else happend today? School was a BORE once again.. and i really am starting to hate school. 1 week nalang and it's all OVER. I can't wait.. but actually to be HONEST. i will miss my school and the people around.. you know. them.. kahit na MAGULO ANG MUNDO sa POVEDA, for sure she will be missed. Im gonna miss hanging out in the covered walk, the airconed canteen, MANG BAGUIO, the "field" that looks like a desert na may little prince, the driveway, the little theater, the AVR, the gym na walang aircon, the super dirty tables by the covered walk, Mang Ado, the dead plants, Saint Pedro Poveda's Head by the stairs, the teachers syempre, and everything else that makes POVEDA, Poveda.
Okay, im pissed and tierd and shitty right now. UGH. today is not my day.. wala na nga tuluyan pang nawala. PUTCHA. WTF? i hate this day.. EVERYDAY IS HATE DAY.
can't wait till it's all OVER.
SOTD: O kay bilis naman maglaho ng pagibig mo sinta,
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| yet another shitty day. |
[Wednesday
2/21/07] |
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Wake up - coheed and cambria |
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okay, another day has passed. We had our food service functIon today, we got an excellent. horray for us. Good job 4a!! we did it.. My parents went, It was super laSt min. Sana nagustuhan nila Yung fOod pingahirapan namn yUn. anyway.. Sorry my parents came, i wanted you to come. sorry.. [you will get it.. if you think it's you.]
There, then we had grad song practice until 6 then i had tutor from 6-7 haay.. i've been so tierd lately.. i need to rest. UGH. can you imagine, we only have less than 30 days before school ends? We had our last SPIRITUALITY elective today.. it was so sad. We talked about Lent, since lent is about letting go Mrs. Borja was saying that we all have to let go.. letting go of the people you love and people who are most important to you. Yes, i believe this is true.. LET GO. JUST LET GO. it's the right thing to do, then again.. who knows? its so sad that there will be people i won't have to see ever again? Just when everything is about to end, that's when we all start getting close, it's just like saying you will only know the value of a person when that person is already GONE. [so sad...] so there.. that's my life. im slowly learning to let go, im getting there. Don't worry..
oh yeah, i played basketball today.. i was able to shoot one. YEY. hehe.. there..
Im going to miss my batch and my friends and my teachers and maybe my school.
Still smiling.. *hug* so confused... iHATEthisfeeling.
*umabot pala wifi dito.. galing.
SOTD: Paalam na, aking mahal.. kay hirap sabihin.
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